Niekedy tak nedokážem odporovať, niekedy odpor potrebuje a ide mi to s ním. Ostré ohraničovanie seba od ostatných a cudzieho. Aby sa dali vlastné chyby poriadne rozlíšiť.
úhlavní nádraží
Letting rainy landscapes water the room.
Neil Gaiman (Stardust) and Dan Simmon (Prayers to Broken Stones) are going with me.
[ listening to Single State of Men & Zu - Carbon [free download available]]
I’m feeling miserable from staying at home the last few days. I have bought myself a softshell jacket which I hope will be ideal for running when the weather gets worse and temperatures better. But now it’s all talking, as I haven’t moved from bed for 2 days!
My special self-excuse abilities are improving.
Ružomberok [ 5:55 ] -> Poprad [ 7:30 ] -> Vysoké Tatry,Tatr.Lesná [ 7:55 ] -> Téryho chata -> Priečne sedlo -> Zbojnícka chata
Today I went for my first run in forest, as I didn’t find any ‘athletic track’ [school yard]. The hills here are steep, but they ain’t that much near Bratislava, so I should definitely do this once again and not circle around anymore. No hiking tomorrow as my grandma is too afraid and I don’t want to upset her.
I’m feeling worn out at half past ten, even though I haven’t done anything today (expect for eating home-made food from grandma ;). I went through some of hiking maps I have here, but I’m not sure if I want to go for 7 hour trip all alone. But from now on there will be a long time I maybe won’t have such opportunity at all.
Clear mind. Empty as long as I’m out there.
I didn’t think I could get into it this much, I feel like if I stop moving I’ll lose the will next time.
I fell in love with my sleeping bag, it’s wrapping me all around, it’s MY movable space noone would ever inhabit. I’m disgusted by showers and soaps. Suddenly I’m feeling cold everywhere.
For a while I thought “Because we’re grownups now and it’s our turn to decide what that means.” [xkcd strip, but I don’t mean the lovely meaning of it]. Jolting vision pushed the frames together to get blurry picture. Still discovering all the things I DON’T KNOW.
Maybe I like all this hiking because I can choose where to go and where to stay. Because I can make plans and look forward to them. Simply go to bed with looking forward to the next day.
view from train stop rather than station Dvorníky-Zádiel
went to see Zádielska dolina [Zádiel valley], more photos here (not mine)
Safety matches for unsafe purposes.
Light white and semi-transparent home for dress. The view was better with huge Fatra advertisment across the road. Did notice that only recently. Oh, this sudden thoughts.
Wash machine is suddenly recursing, cars pass by in specific color order.
Till now: uploading digital, making dinner.
From now on: developing the film, buying a dress, badminton outside and who knows.