sleeping beauty of Unreal Tournament

taken by acidmilk *

Bratislava

Many snow-related effects were observed today.

Street lamps make weird radial shadows around themselves. Heavy snowing is accompanied by shadows of flakes in untouched snow.

včera pri predýchavaní zlých alkoholových stavov som strašne husto rozmýšľala

až som prišla na opis tej nepríjemnej vizuálnej stránky:

akoby za sebou nasledujúce frame-y nasadali na seba zlými rohmi a hranami, cik-cak, spájanie a krútenie

asi nejak takto

protasis-apodosis

if-then

Morbid Anatomy

Link: Morbid Anatomy

I miss “mathematical thinking”, chemistry too.

When I can solve some equation, I’m out of my mind.

But, what’s more important. I won an exposure meter. I hope it’s the last money spent on gear this year (haha).

For beginning of spring, I will find some cottage up in mountains, far away from anyone. Pack my camera, hope the lovely Gossen, pack YOU and private portable toilet. And get us some long colorful sunny-stormy days.

our school

Yesterday evening I went to bed pretty early and was falling asleep the classical way, that means not losing consiousness in 20 seconds. I remember that when I was little, I use to think of all the things that are awaiting me the next day. And I was looking forward to the next morning so much.

animaculum seminalis - semenné zvieratko

school embryology papers

the mind needs nature

how the city hurts your brain

I would like to know how is tomorrow’s morning going to look like. Exactly. No forecasts. I want to see all the mornings, to be able to choose those I want to wake up early and see whole.

photo: some part of this feather were inside my most precious body holes [the nose]

nonrestrictive

nothing’s about rules

it’s about the algorithm that is us, that is used to make decisions

and that sets compatibility

[common mistake, to act by rules we created for ourselves, even if their supposed to “help us”]

we emerge
we merge
we fade

year 2000 seems to be far away now

Tú chvíľu, čo som sa mohla prejsť po okolí hostela sama som sa cítila úplne najlepšie. Ale zasa sama by som to nevydržala.

Depresia z veľkého mesta, sveta a nezmyselnosti každej činnosti. Redukcia vlastného sveta. Je pravým opakem tínejdžra. ;)

It’s not the place, it’s the people.

A hlavne - nenechať sa odradiť skúšať a robiť veci znova. S inýmí ľuďmi.