Andrea

I was looking forward to this shoot so much and so many things have gone wrong, what made me distracted. Feeling of my total fail AGAIN. But afterall according to the result I saw today while processing, I can say it wasn’t wasted time.

I wonder what can I do when all the conditions are the way I want them and when I’m fully aware of what I want.

Som rada, že dokážem a že mám možnosť v čase pretlaku povedať ti všetko čo chcem. *

Gloves patched, battery nearly charged, films chosen.

I’m virtually packing my things, doing a list, thinking of how to pack it all. What things in my room are important, how many t-shirts does one need.

And I also asign a price to everything.

Not sure how is this all going to end. Nonetheless, there are few steps I should take.

Today I picked up my present. I knew the feeling that I don’t deserve it at all will follow [not the ‘but I don’t deserve such a beatiful thing’].

I was looking forward to it, now I’m just sad.

joga bola ich fial

powerjoga bude môj fial

tea time!

Amolar

Link: Amolar

reposting myself

omg

collecting data, attempt to learn something independently

i'm a lazy ass

Joga pre začiatočníkov – streda, 18.00 h
Joga pre mierne pokročilých – pondelok, 17.00 h

never look empty, never feel full

http://www.flickr.com/photos/77644913@N00/512032171

checking some locations for Paris trip [this is not in the choice]

expired goods

packages froam abroad are hot

and those from america are heavy too

in water, colors blend

I have more free time than I can handle.

More free time than anyone else, so I can’t spend it with anyone. Maybe divide. But there aren’t that many people to split it with.

Went to an exam today. Progress: I didn’t talk about it all the time, my tummy didn’t want to explode, I didn’t wake up at 4 to see that metabolic pathway again and I have all my nails on my hands.

If I passed it, it means doing all of the above wasn’t the trick.

Check out this: http://zgrnd.deviantart.com/art/Sidlisko-KVP-109868879 - “mapping the settlements of Kosice city, memories, garage symbols and situations”. This guy knows where the atmosphere of the city lies.

And it reminds of a plan for a visit sometime in the windy end of summer.

Tommorow’s plan, however, was cancelled - no skiing, no white-burned photos due to no freezing and no snow.

received another film from sn0wcrash, together with a pola from hasselblad

dunno where to put it yet

and still have to wait for 220 back

I’m desperately out of money. A need for 24 back has appeared, together with need of cheap 220 film, which was not that cheap at all (now I’m overcoming my desire to use the f*words on ebay). Plus the small expenses like camera strap, remote trigger and now even new exposure meter (lost within 20 metres).

First three films weren’t such a hooray (that hass is sooo serious), so maybe it’s time for shooting digital.

So, yesterday I did, on a training of fireshow & juggling group. Shooting such genre with manual focus lens takes lot of shots. They must have thought I made million shots. I’m not sure if they will like it, altough they didn’t have any requests and the shooting was without any concrete purpose. I’ve taken it as a chance to shoot with people, real people. And also to apply a different approach, something I would consider more documentary. (even if it’s not so, it’s fun to think it is ;)

Will have to come another week.

The Photographic Dictionary

Link: The Photographic Dictionary

genuine

only photo, that is not blurry and has something behind (for me)

only photo of my parent’s I could ever post, as they’re too paranoid about the internet

one of the most fascinating things, that connected the right things

and our teacher said it only by the way

http://www.sme.sk/c/3939750/genetik-Lubomir-Tomaska-Nasa-vybava-je-z-doby-kamennej.html

+

http://kucej.blog.sme.sk/c/33459/Pedagogika-je-tiez-experimentalna-veda.html

Staršie články, ale potešili.

Schopný človek ako učiteľ má fakt asi najväčší vplyv na motiváciu. [ha, že prečo som vôbec na tejto škole]

Woke up at 5:46 (maybe my favourite time and the only one I can remember) dying of thirst. After an hour I realise there’s no tea or water to help me from this. I tied my all water with NaCl and sugars. Salty-sweety solution of mine.

But really, how could I keep the water for osmosis in my throat for a longer time?

Potrebujem preskladať priestor a vnútorné orgány

Nemám potrebu želať nikomu ŠNR ani si dávať akékoľvek predsavzatia. Bolo by to aj proti mojej snahe brať veci kontinuálne a bez časových hraníc, stanovavania začiatkov niečoho. Každý deň je mi pripomenuté, že môžem niečo začať a čo všetko som nespravila. Všetko sú len výhovorky.

Rozmýšľala som, že si dám do izby rohový gauč, taký dobrý spací. By sme sa tu mohli aj s Vladkom váľať. A iné. A bol by to čítací kútik, aj stolík malý by som si sem, na laptop, na pozeranie filmov, lebo na stole sa to nedá. Motivačná poloobývačka.

we have girls