Najkrajšie je pri tebe spať.

Niečo čo nedovolíme nikomu inému.

Dve zvieratká.

How long does it take to forget someone’s voice?

Exceptionally cold air smells like London of Oliver Twist, with a trace of smoke, that cannot come from anywhere in the neighbourhood. Dry grass is full of dry crystals that scrunch under my feet.

I can fight with such coldness more easily than I can fight the one few days ago.

Dunno what to do tomorrow, as soon as I’ll come up with some idea, I would write it down here. But the set includes: shooting, watching (Daria?, X Files?), sewing (lost mobile phone case),…

/ One shall overcome being a set of preferences.

I smell reciprocity here

But it’s nice to see how others work, see how they get what they’re looking for.

exactly from http://www.flickr.com/photos/emilyrvn/3128032559/

Even convergence feels great.

all sparks will burn out

in the end

even the least day light is needed for life

mačkor na medenej

dissolved on the end of the film

I want to make photographs to shoegaze. Reverse engineering of soundtrack to film. Negative engineering?

I want to do something that matters. At least to me.

Hot showering is like hugging.

It’s supposed to be felt everywhere.

Experimental Aircraft - Stellar

it happened

and i’m nervous all over

but the film is in and tomorrow is a day too

just like everyday

Yep and I love to raise my endorphine levels by thinking of stupid things like furniture we would someday choose and tea set and and wallpapers and computer terminal on the toilet and …

I see there still are things to look forward to. Even if it’s not tomorrow.

Today was quite hard, a serie of sleeping in and waking up with weird dreams on my mind plus the sad news.

A view from room, I live in it for a few years, but the view on the garage and little parking place in front of is totally strange. As if I knew it is boring outside, so I don’t even look and recognize it.

My subconsionscness plays tricks on me, it doesn’t show that much as these days.

Woke up at 4:20, angry moths in my belly.

But this is actually not why did I start this post, I wanted to write down some stupid list of things I want to do/buy as the Christmas are coming.

• Finish the presents.


• Buy great amount of wine.


• Buy great amount of vegetables.


• Get that wrapping paper with mooses.


• Do baking and DECORATING the cupcakes and make som dusty and sticky photoreport.

I appreciate feeling well much more, I don’t know where does this feeling come from.

One day I could come to like myself.

And all my time,

is yours as much as mine.

Ride (Nowhere)

everything is real
it’s just the frames overleaping

apple trees

when I was younger I wasn’t allowed to climb on them, now they are cut, because were considered useless

Ošípané naopak rockovú hudbu obľubujú, pri Bachovej hudbe sa stávajú agresíve (rozhnevá ich aj hudba Bethovenova).

Š. Paulov: Fyziológia živočíchov a človeka 3, Martin, Osveta, 1995

a gift from sn0wcrash // his flickr ! :)

ušatec // eared monster with big mouth

Prevaľujúca sa hmla v priekopách

I always pass the best things.

Driving as a front passenger in the evening multiplies the number of views you can see at the short time of sun set by thousands. Which worsens the ache of not having the possibility to stop by and snap them all.

We had luxurious drive through the smallest villages of southern Czech Republic. Every village has ‘its’ pound somewhere and its tightest forest. Narrow medieval roads lined with old trees wiring together from both sides.

And the reeds!

NOTE: gloves are a must

shopping through internet makes everything quite TOO easy :)

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Hell of a way

This is awaiting me on Friday.

• Bratislava-Petržalka               14:40         Vlak Zr 7626 Engerau


• Wien Südbahnhof Bstg 1-9    15:40          Presun Presun asi 60 min


• Wien Franz-Josefs-Bf             16:59         Vlak Zr 1760 SILVA NORTICA


• Gmünd NÖ                            19:07

Not to mention it’s one another hour by car to České Budějovice. That’s 4 and half hour of travelling! Ui. Sleeping time with book on my legs and hugging my bag to protect it from being stolen.

And the same way back.

pre-freakout

I find it more difficult to find some favourite things. Favourite places.

Or is it really so dead around this city? Do I get bored so much more easily?

I want to have that camera here so badly. Make it favourite? Come to like it.

Photography as a way of keeping distance from your own life.

As I’ve written few years ago, that sometimes other’s people life seems ‘more interesting’, but I know it’s only from the outside. Making yourself a stranger.

I know what it would feel like when I’ll be 'grown-up’ [this is how I call it]. Integrity of my actions and thoughts and content.

Although I’m not anyhow ambitious, stress does rule my life. Sleeping problems, eating problems, communication problems.

But now I’m little pushed the other way and that’s not ideal too. Have to get in between.

If I stop questioning myself, I loose reasons to question anybody else.
I’m too little curious for communication then.

me

Wisdom for Monday

I have an autumn need of negative sky, white clouds on black, fresh wind and sharp street (strangers’ flats) lights. Happinness of being cold and feeling the known places.

Film rolls rules

Summer is overexposed and crossed.

White is for snow, grey for fog and black for the forrest.

Did you know that a hangover is not having enough water in your body to run your Krebs cycle?

Charles, Beautiful Mind

Ráno sa zobudím, a nábytok bude pokrútený. Lebo som včera do poličky strčila nevysušené tričko. Bude sa knísať, lebo sa pokrivia dná skrín. Bude sa nado mnou týčiť a nafukovať.

She always loved the tiniest things.

Floaters.

Bunch of black

Parents are now drinking MY wine. Chateau Topolcianky Neronet & Svätovavrinecké at its finest! I hope one day they’ll learn how to enjoy good wine and not judge it only by saying “good wine, it’s not sour”.

Waiting to get out for Vermin @ Subclub. Tomorrow leaving for Unexpect & Ephel Duath. Damn, only now I see no Ephel Duath there, they’re cancelled.

Yesterday I’ve heard that autumn is cruel season full of parties and concerts.

Last day in botanical garden (was yesterday)

[…] with 10ml of FBS + DMEM media (pink liquid food for cells)[…]

Cells die if they get too lonely or much too crowded. ;(

kicking ass wikipedia

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Passaging

She always loved the tiniest things.

I miss my Flexaret.